• What makes you think she won't do the same thing to you?

You are trusting somebody who cares about just one thing, her own image, her own reputation, her own 'fame'. This is a woman who always wanted to be up in lights, who didn't want to be a print journalist but rather up on stage with people adoring her. This is a woman who thinks she has a great voice, who thinks she can act, who pretends she knows all about technology when really she knows only what she gets from other people.

This woman even sees herself as some fancy director, she actually believes she is good at this and likes to brag about the one short film she actually did, with the help of professional camera men and sound engineers, with a script pretty much written by me, with an actor who made her work look good and with the assistance of a guy who wanted so much to get into her pants he practically drooled whenever she was near him, photos of the shoot show this clearly by the way. In fact this guy was most likely already into her pants and I know for a fact that the professional camera man wanted to be.

This is a woman who, one year after she was married to the guy she had promised to love forever, had promised never to walk out on, cheat on, never leave alone, went and spent a dirty weekend with a guy who was essentially her boos, and then accused him of drugging her and raping her while she slept. Lovely person that she is.

So, you think you know her this Nicole Manktelow that tells you how much she loves you, how much she respects you, well, she told me the very same tyhings, for 15 years. This woman you trust and love so much you will probably do exactly what I did, stick your head in the sand and leave it there, was, right up until December 16 2007, still sleeping with and having very good sex with.. you guessed it... ME!
Now when I say very good sex I mean that she enjoyed it, no faking here and I have video to prove it. You see I knew she was sleeping around, I knew she had some other guy on the side and I knew she was looking for an excuse to walk away from me and never have to answer the question why, so I took precautions, I covered my back. No woman faking sexual pleasure does and says the things she did, trust me on that.

What I also have are the photo's of the laptop she threw at me, the written statement from the surgeon who re-built my wrist stating clearly that the injury he repaired could not have been caused by a fall froma chair. I have photo's of her with one of her lovers who she had the audacity to have me drive hom several times and video footage of her with several other men, one of whom had a very good time at Karaoke one night after all thier work mates had gone home (security camera's are a bitch).

Yes, this lovely young woman you trust so much is a liar, a cheat, a whore and a violent bitch who thinks nothing of destroying the lives of others to suit her own sick plans.

Ok, so she will tell you, just like she told police 2 days after the event, I hit her.

What actually happened was an accident but it was perfect for Nicole Manktelow because it gave her the excuse to have an AVO put out on me, despite no charges ever being laid, despite no evidence to back up assault by me, despite loads of evidence to support violence against me by Nicole Manktelow, she got the AVO because it is standard proceedure by NSW Police when domestic violence is claimed, even before any investigation. This gave Nicole Manktelow the out she needed, the perfect excuse to walk away from me and never have to answer a single question as to why, in fact she even went so far as to have the AVO extend for 2 years and NO CONCACT WHATSOEVER... absolutely perfect... for 2 years at least.

However, that AVO does not prevent me from telling the truth, it does not prevent me from telling you and everybody else, who this woman really is, what she really thinks of people, friends, family, yes even you. You see I know her so well that I can predict what she will do, I should be able to, after all I taught her.

All those wonderful things she does for you, to you, guess who she practiced on?

Oh she will tell you all kinds of things about me, how I abused her, how I messed with her head, how I drugged her, but let me ask you a question here, can she show you any proof whatsoever that any of these things are true?
You see the problem Nicole Manktelow has is that I can prove every single thing I say about her, I can show you evidence that she physically abused me, I can show you evidence that she slept around, I can show you doctors reports that show very clearly that no evidence of drugs was ever found in blood tests. I can show you psychologist reports that show Nicole Louise Manktelow was suffering depression and delusions, you see I drove her to these people, I took her to and advised her to go to, these doctors and couselors because I was worried about her.

You see there is NO evidence or proof of any kind to show that I abused her, drugged her or even treated her badly, not a single person who has known us for all the time we were together can tell you, in honesty, of any time when they saw me treat her, or even suspected me of treating Nicole manktelow, in any way other than love and respect.

But you know what, oddly, all these strange things that started happening to her, all this abuse and mental messing, all these delusions of being drugged only started AFTER her fling in Melbourne and only after she accused her fling partner of guess what... DRUGGING HER!

You think you know Nicole Louise Manktelow, even her own family doesn't know her, they think she loves them but boy do I have news for them. She thinks her brother is an ass who has no soul, she claims his eyes are dead and she hates him. Her sister (who I thought was nice but it seems she is not much different, not once has she even asked for my side of the story), was labelled by Nicole as a 'waste of space', as 'trapped in a marriage she only did to get away from her mother'. Nicole Manktelow describes her own mother as a 'mad woman who alienates everybody around her', as a woman with 'major mental problems'. She labels her father as a spineless man who can't stand up to his own wife, as a fatrher who never supported her and always found ways to 'put her down', her brother in law she labelled as a 'prick who just drags her sister as far away as he can to stop her family seeing her or the kids'. This woman even labelled her 'best friend', an Asian lady I quite liked, as a 'loser', a 'selfish bitch' and 'a fool'.

Oh yes I can prove all of this, as I said I cover my back, I know the law and I know Nicole Manktelow,
and she KNOWS I do.

Some of her so called friends, you may even be one of them, have been labelled as 'useful', others as 'idiots', others as 'bitches' and still others as 'fucked'. She went through an Acting Class and made friends there, even before the class was finished she started telling me who was a bitch, who thought they were good, who she hated and who she would like to 'spend more time with' (you figure that one out for yourself). Several of those people are still friends with Nicole, let me tell you now that you are fools, I know who you are and I know exactly what she thinks of you.

I don't need to name names here, you all know who you are, you all know I am telling the truth because all you have to do is think back, look at the history you know to be true, think about all the things that you have seen and heard over the years. There is one young woman, owns or owned a Rabbit, good friend Nicole right? WRONG! Yet you still treat her as if she is the best thing since sliced bread, trust me on this, she isn't.

There are others of course, a lady I quite like and her husband, she had a major medical problem at one point, then there is the woman who is best friends with one of Nicoles lover boys, you should hear what she says about and really thinks of you! Lets not leave out a young woman who offered her home to Nicole, or some of the guys who helped her get where she is within her present company job, what she had to say about all of you would make interesting bedtime reading let me assure you.

You see, one of the things Nicole Manktelow worries about with me is that I never forget conversations, they may fade a little, they may be stacked on shelves I have forgotten about for a while, but my memory is good and I always have backup just in case. I remember important things like what she says about people, who she trusts, who she uses, who she dislikes, who she lies to.

Remember this, for 12 of the 15 years we were together I protected her, advised her, guided her and taught her. I spent 7 of those years putting her family back together despite my knowledge that they hated me with a passion, I know her family too and every single reason she gave me for NOT wanting to ever see or speak to them again. She would come home every day and tell me all about the people she had to deal with, all the bad crap that happened, all the things she hated about the people she worked with, played with, trained with, all those other copy kids who got Cadetships because they 'slept around' while she was miss goodie two shoes and got left behind because of it. Hell, maybe that's why she decided to start sleeping around with bosses.

So what was I doing in the last 3 of those 15 years? standing with my head firmly in the sand because I didn't want to see the truth, I didn't want to know I was losing her, I didn't want to accept that this woman I loved so deeply, trusted so strongly, could do what she was doing to me, I wouldn't accept that my wife was a whore.

You my friend think you can trust Nicole Louise Manktelow, she has told you how much she loves you, how much she cares about you, how she will never leave you, never hurt you, never cheat on you, yes even you the 'couch potato' she went to footy grand finals with and who probably already had her in bed, you think she is your friend and will never treat you the way she treated me, well maybe not until the next guy or girl comes along and takes her fancy. When that day comes you will, just like me, shove your head in the sand and hope it all goes away, you know what, you deserve it just as much as I did!

Nicole Louise Manktelow is a liar, a whore, a cheat and a bitch of the highest order and there are others in this world who will tell you exactly the same thing, they know her too - they were once her friends.

I'm a bastard of a bloke, just ask anybody who actually knows me.